More specifically the UTI she has.... because she is on the pill... because she is 17 and is sexually active with her boyfriend.... It's the kind of stuff that just makes you more upset and angry at yourself than anything else honestly.
I missed my chance with her. I had many shots, but I was too scared and shy and didn't feel like I was good enough. As soon as I worked up the courage to ask, she gets a boyfriend. I found that out the hard way too; when she told me how she was in trouble at home because her mom found a condom wrapper in her back pocket because she had sex with him...
Now it's more or less the fact she kinda likes to keep me in check. We talk a bit still, I'm always friendly and joking around. But it seems that whenever I push it a little much, she brings up her boyfriend to back me up a little bit.
Just when she told me that she was on birth control and having regular sex with... with this rich clown who is just a rude ass, it kinda got to my head.
Car chosen because it is one of the five he possesses... at 17....