I have a lot going on:
Persistent depressive disorder
Generalized anxiety disorder
Frequent panic attacks
Some ptsd symptoms
Probably binge eating disorder
Asthma
Obesity
High blood pressure
A cyst in my hand that causes pain
Low vitamin d
Just got put on medication for hypothyroidism
I’m on over 10 medications daily, it’s getting difficult to keep track of them all.
I’m only 25. I’m so fucked up, I feel broken and overwhelmed by all of my symptoms, disorders and illnesses. I’m also suicidal a lot and my dad and stepmom are narcissists and at times are abusive. I’m close to graduating and need to get the fuck out of here. I’m scared of my present and future and how I’m probably going to die quite young. I’ve been through a lot of trauma throughout my whole life and it’s crushing me too.