Since I shared that rambling a while ago here, thought I’d give an update.
Last weekend I was invited over to a family dinner and cleared up some things and did what some of you advised to do - talk to them about it directly, openly. It went very well. They apologized for being distant and said just cause it’s a pandemic that’s not an excuse to not be in touch. One of them told me to not have such high expectations of others. Helped one of the kids who just started college as well with some typical freshman college student issues.
So thanks again. I’ve been refocusing on applying to user experience design jobs and improving myself. The past few days I have felt so much better than I did the past few months. Thanks again. (also if anyone could help me find a full-time UX gig that would be dope)
Taurus for your time <3