No matter how much I ride.

and I ride very little,

I fear motorbikes. Today I rode a family member’s Triumph and.... it’s just so stupid.

These B roads are littered with gravel, and I end up riding very slowly all the time. I feel very uncomfortable doing 50 with the bike in roads I do 90 with my car.

And this engine, omg, it’s a firecracker. But I can’t push it... I don’t like how it feels.

It’s odd, The one time I did push it, I just wound up remembering every stupid thing I did in my life, situations in which I could’ve died, or injure myself badly.

Nerve wrecking.